by malteser » 10 Apr 2012 14:11
Back in the pool today, mojo not quite back yet but I'm beginning to coax it back out of wherever it was hiding ... the pool was annoyingly crowded with ppl who know very little of lane swimming etiquette ... really f'ed me off but tried to keep calm and relax ... as a result there were a number of forced breaks etc., and the total result is 2.1km in 1 hour - very poor but with 10 ppl to a lane some of whom doing slow kick sets there was no real choice of banging out a more lengthy set -
rather annoyingly my back is starting to play up ... as a baby (3 months old) I had a growth on my spine the size of a tennis ball ... a benign tumor I'm told but one they had to cut out ... this was 1979 so surgery wasn't exactly advanced, and malta wasn't exactly at the cutting edge of medicine so the surgeon did a bit of a rough job ... 2 weeks after surgery it started growing back - three surgeries later it decided to stay away for good but it has left it's mark - a nice foot-long scar running between the shoulder blades ... after about 17 years of back pain they figured out that the surgeon had cut through the major muscles in the area ... and that due to the lack of medical knowledge, noone bothered to tell me I needed physio on a regular basis growing up to break the scar tissue down so that the muscle tissue could reconnect properly - the result, several years of physio later, is that the damage cannot be fully healed and I am left with weakened back muscles as a result of numerous fibres in the muscle tissue being connected by weaker, less supple, scar tissue ... put them under enough strain and the scar tissue connections tear causing me almighty pain and causing the muscles to seize for days ... last time it happened it was triggered by a hiccup mid-breath (followed by three painful bedridden days) ... I could feel the muscles aching during the swim, there's a very dull ache which I know is usually the precursor to a tear ... a back massage, some heat and some rest will usually do the trick but I don't want to stop swimming ... so it'll be careful short sessions for the rest of the week in the pool, nothing fancy, nothing long but just keeping the muscles moving ...
part of me was expecting this to happen, but I've gone without a proper tear for 2 years now ... really hoping it doesn't happen again